Today I had to speak in a group of about 6 ladies. You may think what is the big deal. Usually it is not big deal, but when you have to speak in another language and your capacity to talk in that language is that of about a three year old it is very intimating.
God is so good and this is part of the sacrifice to serve here. Today I am praying for contentment in my weakness. I feel all of my trophies have been stripped and my flesh does not like the humility. I feel like a child, very humbling and painful at times.
I know in my head it will take a lot of time, but when you are a very impatient person it is hard to wait. LORD HELP ME TO HOLD OUT! I need alway to be conscience of Him in all I do. So hard second to second.
Psalm 16:8 I will set the Lord alway before me. Because he is at my right hand, I will not be shaken.
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